Tuesday, September 30, 2008

One way or another .
My poor eyes, they're hurting like #$%#$% .
Okkay, I'm still not used to my new monitor, it's freaking bigger than the previous one lor ..
And that explains why there's no image for today, LOL, excuseee .
But really luh, it's too big for me; thanks Kor for letting me use anyway . -.-
Oh yeh, Joel, thanks a million for the books man ! :D
I've finished reading 'em and cried like _l_ but it's okkay since Low Kay Hwa's novels never failed to move me everytime .
A must - read ! xD
Well, although it's utterly late by now, I guess it's really time for me to revise hard for EOY ?
Dots, I'm starting to yawn even just at the thought of it already, so tell me how the hell am I supposed to get all the useful informations into my hollow brain ?!
I'll still try though; you never try, you'll never know, hahaha .
God, what the heck's wrong with me ? =.=
It's not how the world sees me; it's how I sees the world .

6:03 PM

Friday, September 26, 2008

Credits : deviantART; !korny-pnk .
Life's but a journey full of ups and downs .

Where'd you go ?
You guys sure're lucky today; I felt the sudden urge to blog, hahaaa .
Anyway, hope that this kinda suckish weather'd shoo away soon, so damn fucked up sia !
Freezing cold in a moment and scorching hot in another, what the ?
And lotsa people're getting rashes due to this manszxc, which includes me, take good care of yourselves alright ? (:
I ate alot today, LOL, random but yes .
Ate like 4 packets of tidbits, one plate of rice [ curry, crab meats & harshbrown; weird combination right ? -.- ], 2 pieces of drumlets, one packet of lemon barley, one bowl of instant noodle, 3 sticks of chocolates and finally one cup of ice cream within 2h . :X [ Added : Hokkien Mee and Beehoon . ]
RARH, I GAINED 0.4KG BODOHSZXC ! _l_
Whatever, out of point already luh, laughs .
It's really hard to stay un - random with sucha crappy girl as Weizhen around . xD
Love her lahhh . :D
There's this guy called D who's hopelessly in love with a girl called T and I felt utterly saddened for D .
Well, D loved T with all his heart yet T took D for granted and treated him like shyt, T even chose other pathetic fools over D .
So now D has gone MIA or even DEAD as some asshole in his blog stated, T starts to regret .
Like LOL ? It's freaking fake lah dey, how hong can she be ? Fucking bitch sio !
Someone out above there, please drag T away to hell and return D to his beloved ones for our sake .
Do bless D whereever he may be, amen .
I may be another outsider but it really hurts .

EDITED `
Memory's the best time machine .
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Kept flowing back just like a film playing without sound .

9:03 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

HAPPY 1ST YEAR, BLOG ! :D
Death concept .
Feel so horrible right now, sick uh, guess I cried too much . -.-
Well, there's no school today but it's freaking sianszxc can ?!
Am supposed to accompany Edeline to AMK Hub but alas, I'm forbidden to even step outta my house under my mommy's strict surveillance ..
Kao, she's damn paranoid luh, what could possibly happen to me ?
Rip off my freedom for what sio ? Grr ..
Fine, I'd just have to bear with it for few more days .
CHARLENE'S BORED LIKE #$%#$% !
I always laughed the loudest, who'd have known ?

3:00 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Credits : deviantART; !korny-pnk .
It's goodbye for now .

Why didn't I feel any better ?
Blogging entirely out of boredom .
Well, found out that I've becoming to ENJOY sufferings ?
Like when I do things that you guys labelled as ' SILLY ', I don't feel much pain and I actually smiled .
IDK luh, the feeling's just .. Great .
The feeling of having to starve's pretty amazing too, weak and such, perhaps it's just like me; a complete weakling .
I guess you could say I'm getting ridiculously an attention seeker but I'm telling you in your face that I'm not and I seriously don't care, really .
You guys can just simply ignore me uh ..
I'd still need some ways to vent out my unhappiness and blogging's one .
And yeh, having not enough sleep kinda feels like you're a zombie roaming around .
Your reactions'd be freaking slow ?
It's funny somehow, machiam retarded, laughs .
Yesyes, I'd rather go into deep coma than to stay awake and be conscious of every torment, ahah .
Never felt so miserable .

EDITED `
Congratulations ! I hate you, but I hate myself even more .
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Whfg jura V unq RABHTU bs CERGRAQVAT rirelguvat'f svar jura gurl'er ABG .
Jryy, vg'f ARIRE orra rnfl ohg V'ir BIREPBZR 'rz NYY .
V'z svanyyl .. SERRQ, V thrff .
Fb jung vs rirel fvatyr guvat V fnvq jrer nyy yvrf ?
Abobql pnerf yhu .
Naq gubhtu V fvzcyl UNGR gur SNPG gung LBH BAPR PNERQ, erterggvat'f whfg n JNFGR bs gvzr, V'ir tbg NYY BIRE VG .
Yvsr fgvyy TBRF BA lru ..
V thrff V QB ARRQ LBH ohg vg'f bxxnl 'pnhfr vg'f whfg n znggre bs SNPG gung GVZR'YY URNY ohg V jbaqre JURA'yy V RIRE or NOYR gb SBETRG LBH GBGNYYL ?
Vg'f whfg ZR, ZLFRYS naq V abj, V xabj vg'f ABG tbaan or RNFL ohg V'yy or n FGEBAT naq VAQRCRAQRAG tvey NYJNLF . (:
In the end I'm still left with nothing .

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Behind this smile's everything you'll never understand .
Damn, I'm so fugly with my eyes swollen . _l_
Okkay, I'm off to lunch, seeya !
Joel, thanks for the chat, I feel much better now . (:
I'm bleeding just for you; don't you feel special ?

12:07 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008

Hello hello, just here to upload my birthday shots, enjoy :

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
WARNING : HOT CAKE BURNING; KEEP AWAY . [ LOL, thanks ALOT, Sharlyn ! x3 ]

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Birthday girl ! ;D

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
2nd shot .

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Taken with mommy .

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
2nd shot .

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Taken with daddy .

Credits : Mommy . :D
Sharlyn & Charlene . xD

Credits : Mommy . :D
2nd shot .

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
If only wishes do come true ..

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Blowing the candles ~ [ Gosh, look at Dobby ! :O ]

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Hmm, what's next ? :\

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
1st shot with EXTINGUISHED cake .

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
2nd shot .

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
3rd shot .

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
I suppose it's candid, haha .

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Mommy, cut where sia ? o.o

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Ready ?

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Cut le ! (:

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Ehhh, stucked ?! -.-

Credits : Mommy . :D
Cutting cake with Sharlyn .

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Me : Mommy, fasterrr, you see the candle melt till kanasai already luh ..

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Me : OMG, MOMMY, YOU'RE MESSING IT UP !

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Finally got to eat, laughs .

Credits : Sharlyn . :D
Happily eating with mommy . ^^

9:14 PM

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, STUPID ME ! :D
It's been ages .
Didn't have the time to search for an image 'cause was afraid that I'd forget what to blog .
Gonna rush through this post cause I'm like halfway through my celebrations ? ZZ .
People, thanks for the wishes and prezzies, I'm so darn happy . ;D
Was pretty shocked and embarrassed when Edeline passed me my prezzies 'cause one of it is DAMN HUGE that I couldn't even see my way .
Okkay, I'm short, whatever . -.-
It was till then did I know that Stitch was so MAN bodoh; he's got CHEST HAIRS, wahaha ! xD
Well, was also surprised that Justin actually had a share but thanks anyway, I LOVE 'EM .
So yeh, lotsa people were like staring at me luh, ZZ !
Then then .. Um, aiya, school was great today . (:
Went slacking at CWP after school and that's when a group of crazy guys came disturbing me .
Edeline, it's ABNORMAL okkay ?
Laughs, black - teed guys're a scary bunch of people, and they looked so fierce lah dey . :X
ANYWAY, rushed home upon knowing that Sharlyn had already reached .
Bathed and met Benard to get my other prezzies while waiting for the delivery .
OMG, I TELL YOU, I SCREAMED LIKE :O .
I simply love love love their presents too .
Hahaha, this year was sucha Pooh - ful year eh ? xP
Ohoh, back to topic, so we ate and slacked awhile before cutting the cake .
Took plenty of photos, smiled till my face cramped uh, LOL !
Gosh, this was my BEST birthday yet luh, really enjoyed myself thoroughly .
Sharlyn, thanks for everything you've done, you rocks like WOW !
ONCE AGAIN, THANKS FOR EVERYONE'S GREAT EFFORT, I LOVE YOU GUYS MANY MANY ! x3
More than words .

EDITED `
Goodbye, 090908 . D:
Sigh, it's over 12am now, my big day's gone .
BUT ~
I'll be waiting for next year, ROFL, goodnight .
Welcome, 090909 . :D

11:09 PM

Monday, September 8, 2008

Credits : deviantART; x-Marionette-x .
Not another word .

It's just fucking confusing and IDK why .
THANKS FOR THOSE ADVANCED WISHES, greatly appreciated . (:
Especially yours, Joel, that funny call of yours somehow cheered me . :D
Am still alive from my BEST prezzie yet and you guys'd NEVER want to experience it . -.-
Felt like shit but since Edeline SUCCESSFULLY psychoed me into going school tomorrow, I will .
Yesyes, my Edeline Dearrr, I'm so going to school tomorrow alright ?
I guess I'd be moodswinging pretty badly for these few days so yeh, please do take some precautionary measures . xD
STAY AWAY FROM DANGER .
And I'm still as suckish as ever .
Okkay, bye .
Felt it once again like never before and I hate it .

8:40 PM

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Credits : deviantART; estellamestella .
Up and gone by now .

I didn't mean to lie .
Woke like 8am ?
Couldn't get to sleep, tossed and turned for the whole damned night . _l_
Whatever, gonna look for blogskin now, seeya .
It was meant to be a secret left untold .

# 5 days .

EDITED `
Not anymore .
Hey, none of the skins caught my eyes, not even the SOTDs .
So I guess you guys'd just have to stick around with this old one, sorry ! D:
It's just another scar .

10:14 AM

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

It's different .
YAWNS .
Fujiat, thanks for your UNWANTED wake up call, lolol .
Greetings, I just woke up and I'm lazy to find an image, sorry eh .
Mommy and Dobby're out for his FURcut and that leaves me to settle my own lunch, damn .
Gosh, I'm like starving luh, when was the last time I ate ? Laughs .
Anyway, should I get a haircut ? o.o
But I know you're already kinda essential .

# 6 days .

EDITED `
Oh, great timing .
ROFLOL, HAHAHA !
Edeline just told something pretty hilarious that I couldn't quit laughing .
It seems that our DEEPLY MISSED XAL's back in action ?
And it's together with our FAVOURITE TS ! [ I could sponser her if she ran out of 'em . :O ]
LAUGHS, so dumb lah dey, I'm ready at all times . >:)
Couldn't thank you more, I was utterly bored like HELL .

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The choice's up to you .
Finally changed my URL, might be changing blogskin too, depends uh .
Janice and Joel, thanks many many !
Had a hearty talk with Joel, kinda let off steam and really enjoyed it, he's like the only one I can talk to without any worries luh .
Dude, rock on ! :D
Then then, yarh lor, best crapping partner uh . xD
Well, I'm turning in already, goodnight !
My thoughts're in a mess once again .
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Jul'er lbh yvxr gung ? Jung pnhfrq gur qenfgvp punatrf ?
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Gbb anvir .
V xabj V qba'g sernxvat zrna n fvatyr fulg ohg url, VQSP ynu ube .
Fhpun ovt shpx nera'g lbh ?
Lbh'er fb tbaan fhssre OVT GVZR sebz lbhe Tbqqnzarq ergevohgvbaf bar SVAR qnl .
V'yy or jnvgvat nyevtug ?
Naq V fjrne V jba'g rira ong n fvatyr rlryvq jura gung unccraf, whfg jnvg naq frr . (:

12:13 PM